Tuesday, May 7, 2013

面对上帝


----刘溢肖像画


我很喜欢这张画,神态尤其珍贵,现代社会已没有这样虔诚,纤弱的女子。



走进教堂,肃穆圣洁,人们会认为来到了神的面前,面对着上帝。。。。。。

只有当我在面对大自然,不仅是浓密的热带雨林,雪山银亮得圣洁,月光披洒的沙漠,还是晶莹透晰的冰川。。。。。。更有荒凉,古朴浑然,原始真切,海已枯而石未烂,洪水方退,赤日已临。。。。。才真正面对神,感到了上帝的存在。



那一夜,我彻夜聆听焚唱,不为参悟,只为寻你的一丝气息;
那一天,我终日咏诵经文,不为得道,只为倾听你的深情;
那一月,我转动所有的经筒,不为超度,只为触摸你的指尖;
那一年,我磕长头拥抱尘土,不为朝佛,只为贴近你的温暖;
那一世,我走遍十万大山,不为修来世,只为途中能与你相见。

That night, I listened to the chanting till daybreak, not for awakening, but to feel a puff of your breath

That day, I prayed through out the whole day, not for enlightenment, but to seek for your love

That month, I turned all prayer wheels, not to purify my soul, but to touch where your fingers touched

That year, I prostrated to embrace the dirt along my pilgrimage, not to worship the Buddha, but to feel your warmth

In that whole life I had, I searched through all ten thousand mountains, not for reincarnation, but wishing in vain to meet you again!